EMBRACING SADNESS IS NEVER A GOOD IDEA


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i have now learned that when you leave your hair curly for a really long time your bangs look good cut VERY DIFFERENTLY and when it’s time for a trim you know not what you do and then you straighten your hair because you aren’t a happy girl with curly hair who eats anymore you’re a sad one with straight hair who only weighs slightly less but is pale and sunken cheeked and gets dizzy if she stands up too fast, you realize that your entire face is bangs now and if you drank a small amount of wine in the shower and then got really high because that’s what you do to fall asleep you’ll take a picture like this and write the longest sentence ever and kind of wish you could float away and stop existing because like kristen wiig in bridesmaids you need to want your shitty life but you don’t !!!!

i have now learned that when you leave your hair curly for a really long time your bangs look good cut VERY DIFFERENTLY and when it’s time for a trim you know not what you do and then you straighten your hair because you aren’t a happy girl with curly hair who eats anymore you’re a sad one with straight hair who only weighs slightly less but is pale and sunken cheeked and gets dizzy if she stands up too fast, you realize that your entire face is bangs now and if you drank a small amount of wine in the shower and then got really high because that’s what you do to fall asleep you’ll take a picture like this and write the longest sentence ever and kind of wish you could float away and stop existing because like kristen wiig in bridesmaids you need to want your shitty life but you don’t !!!!

when you have excessively nothing to do you can try on outfits and put on makeup for the sole purpose of taking pictures of yourself even if your hair is really dirty and you’re sad

especially then, bc you need something to focus on

this is what happens if i brush my hair in springtime

dress i didn’t buy because it’s the kind of thing i would wear to a funeral

also because i don’t have a job

dress i didn’t buy because it’s the kind of thing i would wear to a funeral

also because i don’t have a job

great lighting and emotive facial expressions attempt to hide how run down i look

lol i saved this in my drafts the other day with this caption and it’s surreal. it’s surreal seeing all the different ways i was thinking. as things keep falling away it’s like a different me is underneath each thing.

fucked up really badly at work this morning, still haven’t heard back from a really long apology email i sent my boss, knitting through the terror, love life so fun

fucked up really badly at work this morning, still haven’t heard back from a really long apology email i sent my boss, knitting through the terror, love life so fun

Mojo is a cat i got to see today and he likes me and will let me pet him and hug him and stuff and that’s a really wonderful thing

in the second picture, my hand is moving ‘cause i was scratching his belly but his head was happily wedged upside down like that for time

Mojo is great

my thighs are absurd and hiding behind Sweetness is nice

don’t: forget that you haven’t had any water or liquids all day because you’re too anxious to leave your room until your roommates are gone, then trek around brooklyn at top anxious-girl speed for the cheapest food you can think of and also allow yourself to eat. you will be dizzy and sick and mostly want to pass out and drink water instead of eating the food you just got.

me the other night before i realized i had no money and could buy things like awesome t-shirts at shows

gum: brunch for when you can’t get out of bed

gum: brunch for when you can’t get out of bed

i am cute

i am cute

NEW DRESS

NEW DRESS

this was a draft reply to Dominique the other day and in retrospect it is much cuter than the one i went with and i am in a laundromat and experiencing stress so,