i hate absolutely everything in the world right now
i really hope i am not getting my period because that would make me hate everything 1000000x more
but really that right there sounds exactly like a dramatic declaration born of a premenstrual hormone burst
fuck everything
i don’t know what is worse, how senselessly suddenly shitty and awful i feel, or how upsetting getting my period fucking today, is
i hate time and everything and the entire world
if i’m right i am going to spend the next 24 hours feeling completely insane and miserable and hopeless
if i’m wrong i’m miserable and hopeless for no reason
i still would prefer the latter however somehow


