fuck my head hurts a lot, i really think i need glasses. i can’t focus on anything, anymore. and unlike every other time i’ve said that in my entire life i mean that literally, like, with my eyes. if i don’t force it it’s all blurry and it won’t stay quite still. and of course i keep staring at this fucking screen and trying to focus on each word i write and the stabbing pain behind my eyes intensifies.

hissssssss.